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dry and raspy
04:27
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i cant imagine how it mustve felt
but i wont put it past me
and every fuckin day im being sent to hell
you know id never tell cause my throat gets dry and raspy so ask me
all the shit you wanna task me
i can take it all i think i proved all of that lask week
i can take a fall for you i learned it in my past see
what am i at all if i cant take it on my back feet
i cant imagine how it mustve felt
but i wont put it past me
and every fuckin day im being sent to hell
you know id never tell cause my throat gets dry and raspy so ask me
all the shit you wanna task me
i can take it all i think i proved all of that lask week
i can take a fall for you i learned it in my past see
what am i at all if i cant take it on my back feet
id throw myself in for you
when every days the same
yeah im going insane
is this even the way is it for me or even you
and people call me selfless but i know it isnt true
no no no
my phone keeps blowing up
i try to cover it up
cause i don't know how to exist in the spotlight im in
when all the eyes are on me
try to give what they seek
will i ever succeed
i dont know
but im hitting the ground on my feet
breaking my legs on concrete
hear the crunch and my screams
reaching for help i dont see
bleeding out on my street
and i dont know what it means
i dont know what it means
i cant imagine how it mustve felt
but i wont put it past me
and every fuckin day im being sent to hell
you know id never tell cause my throat gets dry and raspy so ask me
all the shit you wanna task me
i can take it all i think i proved all of that lask week
i can take a fall for you i learned it in my past see
what am i at all if i cant take it on my back feet
i cant imagine how it mustve felt
but i wont put it past me
and every fuckin day im being sent to hell
you know id never tell cause my throat gets dry and raspy so ask me
all the shit you wanna task me
i can take it all i think i proved all of that lask week
i can take a fall for you i learned it in my past see
what am i at all if i cant take it on my back feet
id throw myself in for you
when every days the same
yeah im going insane
is this even the way is it for me or even you
and people call me selfless but i know it isnt true
no no no
my phone keeps blowing up
i try to cover it up
cause i don't know how to exist in the spotlight im in
when all the eyes are on me
try to give what they seek
will i ever succeed
i dont know
but im hitting the ground on my feet
breaking my legs on concrete
hear the crunch and my screams
reaching for help i dont see
bleeding out on my street
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amongst? perchance
05:26
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I just wanna tell you
It's something I can't bear to
Keep inside but I knew
That you would never care too
So I won't speak my mind, who
Knew that you could lie too
Maybe I was unsure
Maybe you were my clue
That I just shoulda given up while I was ahead
I could never really pull off the red
Necktie that you had given to my friend
But it is fine
Cause he doesn't really get these kinda things
So can I tell you you should stop wasting your time on him
And maybe you should spend it all on me
I promise that I'll see it more than he
And I just wanna lie again it's something I can't escape
And I just wanna die again so maybe you should help me
See the error of my ways even though I already have
Either way I would rather it be you
Any day I would rather it be you
And I just want you to know
I kinda wish that you would grow
And I'll look up and smell the air
And I'll look up and see you there
And I just want you to know
That I'll forever ever care
That every time I'll stop and stare
Never deterred by the glares
And I just want you to know
I kinda wish that you would grow
And I'll look up and smell the air
And I'll look up and see you there
And I just want you to know
That I'll forever ever care
That every time I'll stop and stare
Never deterred by the glares
And I just want you to know
I kinda wish that you would grow
And I'll look up and smell the air
And I'll look up and see you there
And I just want you to know
That I'll forever ever care
That every time I'll stop and stare
Never deterred by the glares
And I just want you to know
That I've been hiding in the Sound
As it's been washing over me
I don't care what no one sees
As it wraps me in it's fuzz
And I fall forever asleep
Could you do me one more thing
Tell me what I mean
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i can't keep on
i can't keep fawning
and i run
and i keep wanting
feel your tongue
and i know something
i can't say, it's all mine now
and see you across town
when you slip and you fall down
kinda wish you would go down
kinda see you in a ball gown
let me know when you're around
got some places you could check out you would love
so let me know when you're around
let me be in your surround
i can't imagine
the things you went through
and i see what's happening
I'm sure you do to
and i kinda wish you could stay
but you've chosen her
wish you said so yesterday
next time save us the trouble
I'll go away soon
but why'd you compliment my stubble
and why'd you change your tune
and i kinda wish you would change
i don't wanna grow up
i still want your last name
still want your last name
still want your last name
want your last name
want your last name
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It's okay to cry
I must repeat
It's okay to cry
Just what I mean
But it never comes out
The way I mean
Cause you fucked it up
And you never leave
When I was young the monsters got to me
You never let me leave
You never let me leave so
When I was young I was afraid of the dark
And now I'm young and I don't know where to start
To rid my mind of my fears at night
It's okay to cry, it's okay to cry
It's okay to die, you know that we've all been there
It's okay to cry
Rip off my wings, the bloody stumps that remain
The little birdies can't shut up what they say
Be gone, my worries, I don't care what they say
I don't care about you
I don't care what you break
Rip off the horns that mark the birth of my pain
Just reach the morning, you'll be done by the day
When I was fourteen I was done with the way
That you looked at the world, the way that you say my name
The way that you say my name
The way that you say-say-say
I've never had a friend I didn't need to change to be with
I don't know why but I can't stop lying about my age
I put up a front that I got other people to be with
Then I go home and wonder why nobody invites me
Is it too much to ask that everybody do what I want
And the world bends to my will and does what I had seen
Is it too much to ask that everybody makes me feel good
Cause I just want to feel good
Cause I just want-
Rip off my wings, the bloody stumps that remain
The little birdies can't shut up what they say
Be gone, my worries, I don't care what they say
I don't care about you
I don't care what you break
Rip off the horns that mark the birth of my pain
Just reach the morning, you'll be done by the day
When I was fourteen I was done with the way
That you looked at the world, the way that you say my name
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